I’m excited for my new endeavors!
Conversations are pretty good with the guy I met last Monday. I’m not taking it seriously at all but I realized a few days ago I will need someone to use. Is that too real for me to mention on a public blog? It’s the truth. He’s an excuse to go out, have a light meal with, some drinks, some fun, and that’s just it. I’m sure he’s not looking for anything more than that. So we’re on the same page. I’m gonna see him again Tuesday. It feels like it’s been a long time feeling this happy and excited! Ok, I wanna say I’m excited one more time. Smiling from ear to ear.
I MISS DAY DRINKING SO MUCH. Sometimes, it would go overboard. I remember some days I’d drink for 10-12hrs which is a “waste” of a Saturday/Sunday but I was in my mid-20s. Plus, I’m 27 still so I’m going to fucking live my life. If I end up as a spinster, that’s fine, I’ve been prepared for that lol.
I am desperate for new friends. I like my current friends but they’re all dudes. Like, all of them. Then the gal pals I have either are in relationships, too far, or just aren’t into the same things I am. I believe the friendships we make in high school are the friendships we make for life. Was that queer to say? Unfortunately, I had a lot of guy friends that are in a relationship, getting married, etc so I’m that female friend their mates don’t like.
I’m excited about pilates, I just haven’t really decided on what studio to commit to.
Thursday, I have this networking/real estate marketing thing to attend during lunch so I’m pretty excited about that too.
Overall, I just feel good. I’ve been sleeping early and waking up early. Like 7am on Saturday and Sunday! Who the fuck does that?? I’ve been reading one of Andy Cohen’s books at night and the format is kind of genius. It’s basically what I’ve been doing my whole internet life but I’m not interesting nor do I know anyone interesting so it doesn’t go anywhere. I can’t stop smiling, I feel crazy! I think it’s a combination of reclaiming my time, doing things I’ve been wanting to do, and talking to someone who is interesting enough but doesn’t absorb all of my time. I’m seriously so happy right now.