Ugh, good morning to you.
My boss finally asked about my boyfriend except he’s not my boyfriend anymore but he can’t know about the fact I’m single. I was wondering why he hadn’t brought the ex up last few weeks. He usually does but I think he knows I find him annoying so he has stayed away. Today he asked me what woodworking projects the boyf has been working on and I got flustered. I don’t even remember what I said and it just happened 10minutes ago! I have a terrible, uncomfortable feeling right now. It’s a combination of pretending we’re still together so my boss doesn’t get any ideas and making shit up that is nowhere near the truth. I feel unsafe. It feels like having a reputation for knowing martial arts and then when someone needs you to fight, you can’t lol. Is that weird to use as an example? I just know I hate when my male boss asks me these personal questions. He’s always been mostly inappropriate. If he knew I was single, ugh… cringe. I don’t even wanna think about it. I hate pretending and I don’t want another relationship before I get my shit together. Kinda sad and feeling unprotected. This coffee is making me ‘flux hard, y’all. I want to upchuck.