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Peter Pan Syndrome

I always thought I would get married and have kids by a certain age.  I am realizing, considering the pace I’m going and the way my generation is behaving, I most likely won’t have any of that.  As depressing as that may sound, I know it can’t be that bad to be single for the […]

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Nausea

I can’t find the time or energy to finish that last post and Met Gala is so old news now. The guy I’ve been seeing for a month gives me nausea.  I make decent effort to respond to his texts but whenever he asks to see me, I LITERALLY FEEL SO SICK.  I want to […]

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2018 MET GALA

Personal Shit First It’s been kind of difficult making a post lately.  I simply don’t have the time.  Sometimes I think about why I do this especially when I don’t have a huge following.  I know I get traffic on this site but it’s not substantial or consistent enough to make routine posts.  I do […]

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New Guy

He seems to really like me and it makes me so heavy with guilt.  I wasn’t thinking this would escalate to anything.  I’m not ready for anything serious and I hope his interest in me dies down.  I wanna barf about it.  I can’t complain about anything, there’s nothing wrong with him.  I just wished […]

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I WAS RIGHT

The boss asked about my boyfriend and I got fed up with lying.  I thought… maybe I’m wrong about him, he’s not trying to do anything.  I said “we’re not together anymore, it’s been a month now” and he didn’t even pretend to be sad for me.  IMMEDIATELY asked me to accompany him to events.  […]

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Hurts To Walk

Is that too much info?  Lol So I met a guy last Friday night.  I was not looking my best but I decided to go through with the drink-meet because I’m notorious for canceling then never following-up with next meet.  I’ve canceled so much on one of the prospects that he’s stopped trying, which I […]

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Commercial Real Estate | Networking

2 weeks ago, I went to a real estate networking/workshop thing.  It was interesting.  I looked kind of sloppy.  I would’ve put more effort into my appearance, had I known, hm… should’ve known.  I dress a little down for work; no make up, neutral colors, and hair undone to avoid sexual harassment.  Which works!  When […]

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Uncomfortable at work

Ugh, good morning to you. My boss finally asked about my boyfriend except he’s not my boyfriend anymore but he can’t know about the fact I’m single.  I was wondering why he hadn’t brought the ex up last few weeks.  He usually does but I think he knows I find him annoying so he has […]

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New Me, New B(itch)

I’m excited for my new endeavors! Conversations are pretty good with the guy I met last Monday.  I’m not taking it seriously at all but I realized a few days ago I will need someone to use.  Is that too real for me to mention on a public blog?  It’s the truth.  He’s an excuse […]

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Drink Meet

I call it drink meet, some people call it date.  I suppose it kinda sounds like saying “drink meat” and that is gross. Song Currently Playing:  Dan Hartman – I can dream about you Drink-Meet I met a financier last night and it was just okay.  It’s nice to meet new people.  He wasn’t too try […]

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Writing More Often

It’s been rough pretending nothing is going on with me while at work.  My boss is being classic dunce and thank goodness Evan is being more than a decent friend the last few days.  I appreciate him being more available via text even though he has a crazy work life.  Instead of unloading all this […]

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Feeling better but angry

It’s wrong because it’s so soon but I’m meeting with someone Monday night at Reserve 101 for drinks.  When I dated the ex, I abandoned my friendships, I stopped doing things for me.  We didn’t go out so when this new guy asked me what I like to do for fun, I almost said watching […]

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Wubba Lubba Dub Dub

Where to begin? I’m writing this really late on March 15.   I never had serious trouble making the guys I dated take me somewhere I wanted but somehow my boyfriend doesn’t want to go anywhere with me unless it’s something he really wants to do.  The guys before him would spontaneously take me to […]

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Getting Tested

For STDs? I hope I don’t have to. Real Estate license? I’m putting that on back-burner. Consistently negative occurrences in my relationship that remind me that I could potentially end up like my mother or alone and that both routes are just positively depressing, abusive, and self-loathing? Bingo, bucko. I hated taking exams in school. […]

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Sony PSPixxx.

It started off cold today but warmed up by midday.  I got a text from Evan about the weather change for tomorrow “lol its supposed to snow…”.  So now I’m sitting here writing this because I feel like I have the time – everything is closed tomorrow anyway.  It’s been a while since I’ve talked […]

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Feeling Randy

EDIT:  I am leaving a lot of moments out.  Too personal to share for now but he was not a cold person.  He was affectionate, honest, generally positive, and incredibly likable. I’ve been meaning to get back into my writing.  Not because I think I’m a good writer but it is a good outlet for […]

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Over-booking My Leisure Time

I told myself this weekend was MINE.  Somehow my Friday night and Saturday is gone.  Thinking about it already exhausts me. You know what’s an ideal day for me??  -Waking up not too early, maybe like 9am. -Getting coffee, maybe a light Target trip (lol) -Doing a little bit of face and hair (in case […]

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